all I want for christmas!

is you
or maby it's just a song, who knows? anyhow, it's christmas and I have spent my whole day cleaning my room and eating "knäck" and everything allover again. I don't have the usual christmas-feeling yet though. but it will probably arrive soon. tonight the family are going to decorate the christmastree. (I almost wrote "dress" the christmastree, but I realized in time that you can't say that in English ;) christmastimes is funny. cause you put so much hard work for just one day, and you don't really do all that hard work for the right reason. or do you think you do? I'll leave that question open.

another question is what do you really want for christmas? I mean really, really want for christmas? i'm not sure. 'cause you always want those nice nwe gifts and things for your self but is that really what you want? if I should be honest I think it's hard to wish for a nonselfish gift on christmas. I mean you can always say that you want peace on earth or that all the poverty will go away but is that really what you wish for. no, it's almost every single time that you wish for something else before you think of a nonselfish gift. I don't want to "preach" for you, only for my self ;), but I think we need to think about what christmas really is all about. and that is not something you just say every year to sound smart and caring, it's acually something important that I should think of more often in situations I'm not usually think those thoughts in.

and with that I'll say a Very Merry Christmas to you too.. :)