that's kind of the feeling I'm having right at the moment.
I'm very tired and should need a good sleep. at the mood where everyone, but certain people whom I choose, annoyes me. when all you want is some peace and quiet and to spend the evening your way. but then everyone seems to be everywhere. still they don't really do anything so you should not be upset by them. but still you are. when times like this happens you either ignore your feelings and try to push them ayaw. which results in an un defineble irritation. or you take your refuge in dreams. dreaming of a picknick out in the sun with strawberries and your best friend. dreaming of a cup of tea and a good book all alone. dreaming of an apartment of your own where you can sing as loud as you want without anyone telling you to stop. to dance around all over the kitchen place, be alone with your thoughts and your words without anyone questioning it. still though all of this is cirkling around my thoughts I'm just too safe where I am. at least for a moment or two. so I'll just go to bed and tomorrow when I wake up all of it will just be dreams and I will have a smile on my face anyway.
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