Thursday, April 09, 2009

well all we talk about is...


just read a text from a blog. I quote;

"Egentligen har jag inget emot påsken, men däremot har jag något emot vad påsken har blivit. Vad vi har gjort med den och julen. Eftersom det är väldigt många i vårt land som inte är troende eller utövar sin tro tycker jag någonstans att det är fel att påsken och julen är helgdagar. Förstå mig inte fel, jag uppskattar ledigheten lika mycket som alla andra gör, men jag tycker att det är ett hyckleri att bara utöva kristendomen när man har någon vinning utav det." ;end of quote.

well, I thought that it's much truth in it, sure, but still it's also kind of sad. A girl in my class asked me a couple days ago if I celebrate- and if we had something special on Easter. it was not very hard for me to answer, really. it was a simple no. that kind of no I wish I didn't have to give her. I mean, we do celebrate easter. we have meetings in church and we eat lots of food and we have chickens and eggs all the colours of the rainbow just like everyone else does. but still I feel like no was the wrong answer on the question.

I'm kind of angry that, well I know that not everyone is but still, all sweeds and sweden as a country are so lame. haha, I'm so nationalistic! but isn't there a truth in it? I mean, the main norm in Sweden is that everything should be so natural. everything from your apperence til your way of thinking. and also I believe our culture. Sweden is a lame country "culturelly". some of us don't even know why we celebrate easter and then sweden has celebrated it for a very long period of time.

so, when she asked, I would like to have a much better answer. I told her though about the dinner and the meetings and about my dad reads from the scripture. but still Easter is no longer special to us. I hope that this Easter will be more special to me. so next time I can say, YES. because I know that easter is one of the most important days in my life. Jesus died for me that day and changed history and then he rose and changed history and most important my life and everybody else's lives. Now I want to change history.

all I can see is a rainy day....


where did my spring go?
well, two friends and one umbrella.
bad pancakes and looong lessons.
untied shoes and curly hair.
still it's a little bit of hope left.
but april is a kind of it's own we decided.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Perfect

"We'll love you just the way you are
If you're perfect"

listen to Alanis Morissette's song Perfect.
just sad and true.
feels good to know that God loves me tremendously.
thank you.

Monday, April 06, 2009

today

watching friends with sis after a nice danceclass with the kids.
love when spring is knocking on the door and that summer's not too far away.
well even though somethings are though life is still a joy.
tomorrow I'll apply for some more summer jobs and later have jof. then it's cupcake baking with Patricia for "House". now, it's almost time for bed. but just almost. :)

Friday, April 03, 2009

yes, dear

-Mr Bradford, is not this weather delightful!
-Yes, it is splendid indeed! He replied Miss Durham and they continued their walk in the beautiful park full with spring flowers.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

God is an awsome God he reigns...

...from heaven above with wisdom, pow'r and love
our God is an awesome God!


this week has been very god-present in a faraway perspective. this week has been a close to home but still some where almost abroad. This week has been happy and all that is missed now is a nice coup of coffe at the café in town when the spring birds sings and good company is needed. Indeed the feeling of happily ever after is around but not to close though. 'cause we all know that the story doesn't end tomorrow. after a very nice work out at he dance studio I'm home safe and are just about to take a shower, eat evening meal and go to a nice comfortable bed. knowing that tomorrow is going to be great. to read the bible every night has given me streanght to get up in the mornings and actually I've come more closer to god. a deeper relationship that I am so priviledge to have the opportunity to take part in. all my love to Him. Trying to give Him the glory. Trying to just smile and know that He is always around.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

fool you!!


well, today is the day when you are aloud to not tell the truth and fool everybody who are nearby :) and as nice and sweet as I am I didn't fool anyone. kind of boring I think though, but I don't have that much imagination in that area. anyway it's april first and the weather was soooo nice!! :) and I was happy ever after when I could walk home from dance class today. well I was freakin cold when I finally arrived home but that is something we should not mention ;) still there was very nice to be able to walk slowly in the light, not too cold, spring evening who smelled like mud and snow, but the small creek made me happy again. it was "porlande" :) now it's certainly time for bed, I've got a big day tomorrow. we're going to finally take the supervisor/coach-class so I'll be able to get my drivers license :) or at least be a legal practiser on the roads. so I think you should watch twice next time you walk across the road because I'll see you there :)
godnight sleep tight... it rimes...the pic. is totally my future car!! ;)