we made it!

haha sandra, this video is the best! :P

wnsday

yester day was kind of awsome. :) maby not the whole day, but the afternoon and the evening was great. JOF was great and I had a blast with the kids. I hope that they had fun too though. later we had rehearsal with "rocka fett". I'm really looking forward to the consert :) well, well, today it seems to be a relatively good day. I got almost in time for class today and I got good critics on my paper so far so good. later it's ballet class and I've got, finally, my new shoes. *happy* and after that it's "house". I'm very excited aboute the new "house-group"!! :) I liked the last one too and it's sad to leave it, but I'll think this one will suit me better. anyhow, it's time for some goodworks- or just som hardworks. ^^

I'm happy though! :)

no time for misery

today it's workday

I want:

* effectiveness
* hot coco
* sleep
* spring
* fika with jobe
* good movie, a cosy couch and nice company
* time to pass by in the time I want it to pass by in

the red light is on....

....and you are on air

well, it's monday again and I'm so not ready for it. I probably say that every monday but still, this one is kind of painful. but the show must go on, and I'll save resting for my next life, who will be in heaven and it will be awsome. but still, I'm on earth and I have to get up at 6.45 am in the morning. and even if it may not seem that early, I'm spoiled from falufri- wich means sleep until uou wake up... almost. :P anyway, I hope this week will be ok. and I pray that it will be. it's hard to live different and make a change when you are tired and the days just seems to fly by. but I promise I'll do my best. 'cause I want to make a change in my life and in others. and I want to live my life not for me but for god and for others. or something other powerful like so others may live or others first. but like I thought of a few days ago, it's hard to give it up all in one moment, all in one place. just like it is to let go of all control at once. so I got to the conclusion that I can give a peice of my heart and my life, my control and my feelings to god a little bit at the time, and he'll understand. I also realized that let go to god, or just try to understand how big he is, and that he really has the power to do anything, is the most frightning thing I have ever experience. it shakes my whole opininon of life and the whole science foundation you, as a human, build your life and your mind and thoughts on. this weekend my life got a little bit of an earthquake in it. it shooked me and turned my whole world up side down for a short minute. I might tell you about my experience later. but for now I still tries to get that god is who he say he is and that he is capable of anything. so just because I'm so scared to let go, I said to god that I'll have to let go peice by peice, and that is all I dare to right now.

Thursday

well, it's been a while since I've blogged now. and I can't say why. it's just that sometimes you just don't expose your life like you usually do. :P well, well. I must tell you about my clumbsiness yesterday. or I wheren't clumbsy but, still it was a remarkable walk to and from my dance class. It started out with me being late. and you all know how that usually ends. a lot of stress and too little brainfunction. ^^ anyway, I realized that I'd gotten like 6 minutes left until my bus would drive away without me so I grabbed an apple and run to the bus. luckely I catched it! I went of the bus and looked up the hill I was going tp "climb" over. It was slippery and full with snow. so I had to crawl up the hill, next to the highway. well, so far so good. I ran through the apartmentbuildings and the parkinglot and got, surpriselly in time for class. but the story doesn't end there. I had to get back to the busstop aswell. as optimistical as I am I thought that I could catch the bus who went from city at 7.15 pm when the time was 7.10 pm. and of course I could! I started to run down the road who would eventually get me to the highway and the busstop, but I could not find my shortcut over the parkinglot that I used to get to class. panic!! finally I found it. phew. I thought that I would run through the woods to get to the stop quicker. so I did. but I had forgotten the creek who run through the woods. oh no! but I where lucky. I found one spot where there still was ice, and I new it would carry me 'cause I saw footprints in the snow. someone had gone there before. well, sadly the ice couldn't carry me and my foot went all the way through. panic!! I got my foot out of the cold water and keept on runing. I crawled up the backside of the hill and slide down the slippery, snowy hill on my feet and butt and ran down under the highway, through the tunnel, and crawl up the hill on the otherside of the road. I just got up and brushed of the snow on my jacket when the bus arrived. I made it! it was a relief. but the whole situation I thought was so comical that it couldn't keep me from smiling all the way home. I'm sure God got a big laugh in heaven.

it's nothing left for me to say at this post but, LOL

this year

we where at Rodheim's house for our youthgathering this friday. we had a very nice time, eating snacks, having fun, talking about daily life and the future and possibilities for the year of 09. we whatched a videoclip from willow creek leadership summit. it made me think, and it still does. I'm not feeling too excited, I'm kind of tired of life but sill I want 2009 to be more than 2008. so I'm gonna say, I'm gonna shout, I'm gonna decide. this is what I'm only gonna say:

here am I. send me

some where over the rainbow

well, sometimes you just write about nothing. today is a day when I just write about nothing. you simply just don't know what to say to the world a day like this. well, you can always say a lot of wise stuff about important things and you can of course write a lot of unwise stuff about things that couldn't be less important. but sometimes you just don't have anything to writes that matters for the moment. it's just a blank spot in the other so filled out paper. at those moments it's good to have your "things that matters" -list.

"Things that matters- list"
* caring people that gives warmth
* internal jokes
* nice conversations on the buss with people you don't know
* hot chocolate with wipcream
* sleepovers
* cosy big sweathers
* just that simplicity between two people who know eachother more than well