oh, I dom't bhink so?

my mind has kind of been of those past days. not so much headache but a lot of caughing and I think I now can be called a "snotty-nosed kid". so right now I don't have so many brilliant thoughts about life or something very philosophical to say. I'm just hoping this illness will go away so my head can be free from this aching cotton wrapped brain a like to call mine. it can feel a little bit strange when you realize that the world always keeps on going even when you're not the central point in it. time goes by even though you feel like your whole body is wrapped in cotton and your biggest thought for the moment is how you can stay there and still be a part of time. your mind has a big conflict about how you should stay in your own bubble or join the rest of the world. for now I'm kind of stucked in between and it's a pain. I long for my bed, and in the same time I long for the everyday life when I'm NOT sick. oh, it's a mess and still you've got to keep on going. that's my philosophicial thought for today.