wednesday

well today things are a little bit better.. but still I feel blue. ^^ I think I've started to get a cold, and that's not a positive thing. plus I've got tons of school work to finish and time's starting to get no time. but today it's ballet and then "house" so I've got two things I really like and look forward to. and then I've got my first English lesson today, so I hope this day will be a little more bright than it seems to appear. :) if it's not I hope God will carry me anyway. but it's hard to keep it up when you're tired and your eyes are not too far away from tears. when problems seems to just knock on your door when you don't want them to. well, I would like to crawl up at my father's lap and just stay there for a while, resting and gathering streanght to face the world a little more optimistical than now.