it's just

Hard work sometimes

and sometimes it's nice, sometimes it's giving, sometimes it's ok and sometimes it's just hard work.
tomorrow as my first lesson, we have to go skiing. there's no snow left, my entire body hurts from danceing and high heals and we have to carry everything from home up to Lugnet and then from Lugnet to Falufri and there is no mercy. it's nothing even near awsome... ^^