going darker than blue

this day didn't start very well. just hope it will end better. for now my body aches and my mind's heavy. just like the clouds upon the sky. how poetical. but isn't it facinating how your mood just turns like the weather? or not only by it, but still. no, now I want to be happy. just as happy as yesterday. is it possible? some people would say of course! and some would not. well days like that you'll just have to see things from above and turn rocks in to dimonds. and sunshine into gold. so I pray that god for the moment just will give me some sunshine and some rocks I can turn into joy. And I would say of course!