today has been tough and I'm all out of any energy. feel like everything annoys me. I'm totally drained out. but I know I've been in service today. I've been worshiping and singing all day. working for God. and when you do that you also get recistance. I've worked hard to give out and I know that he will give me new joy and new energy. this day has been exhausting but really, really amazing. to worship together with other people. to praise God because he is. it's a feeling hard to describe.
but I know that today I've experienced God once again. and I have recived so much of his presence, his glory, his magnifying greatness. when you pray, when you praise, when you put time aside and reach your arms out to get a grip of what God has for you you come closer to him. not closer to perfection but to satisfaction in your life. to feel that your life is worth to live. to feel that you are alive not only breathing but actually live for something bigger. to have a purpouse. and when you know you have a goal and you see that you've accomplished and overcome one more part of the way. then you can feel that you really have come one step closer to God. and that is worht so, so much. now it's time to go to sleep. knowing that god is closer to me then when I woke up. knowing that tomorrow he will be even closer, because he has promised that when I reach out for him he will reach out for me.
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