Merry X-mas!

Merry X-mas to you all! I hope that you've enjoyed the weekend. I had a very nice x-mas with a lot of food. don't you eat all the time at X-mas? well, now I've been re-painting my room. or my nwe room who use to be my brother's room. mum and I where at the wallpaper store today and bought an african-inspired wallpaper. I think it will look great. but right now, my arms are hurting from all the painting. I've painted three walls three times each! yeah, tat's a lot!=) but, I've got some help from Jibbril.=) nice nice. well, well, happy holiday and have a great new years eve!

xxx Hanna

"why does it rain?
why does it hurts?
please God explain cause I don't understand.
love makes me fly, now I just cry.
please tell me why, why does it rain?

"it's many reasons that I should
go away, step aside.
but I just want to hold you near."

"take me in your arms and show
me the world of yours.
teach me how to love and how to fly.
take me in your arms and love me, forevermore."

Sandra!=)

Today I were on the Cafè Pralin with my dear Sandra. we talked and drank hot chocolate. it was very nice. then we went to every store in the whole mall looking for new shoes to me and for a present to Jonas. well, we found one present but we'll need one more, so we'll keep looking. no I'm going to church for youthgathering. hughs

weekend

this morning when I woke up, there was snawflakes falling down outside my window. it was big beautiful flings and a felt happy. I like snow. it makes the world look better. =) so here's a beautiful picture from last year.

poem...

"unga soldater in i kriget for.

vi jublade, även min mor.

leende till fronten där striden rasa.

för att sedan återvända fulla av fasa."

somedays...

...life's just not good.

well, today's one of them.

how's your day?

sunday

"How can you stop from falling, when you allready have lost your footing?"

that's the question fore today.

no comments

this day I've worked. and studied and done homework and so on. I'm so tired and my head is empty of inspiration. well, tomorrow is going to be a better day. we're (me and my class) going to the theatre and se "Romeo and Juliet". and after that I have a meeting with my teacher and we're suppouse to discuss how I'm doing in school. it's on of those conversations you have twice every year. it's boring. after that I'm going to my ballet class and dance a little bit.=) and then it's "open house" at the "Falu fri gymnasium".. like college but for the age 16-19. and I think I'm going to apply to it. so I'm going there to visit the school and see what is looks like. and after that more dance. I've my Jazzclass and then I'm going home to eat shower and sleep. that's my tomorrow. fun? well a bit. but right now I'm so tired nothing seems fun. but I've done almost the work I'd planned for today. so g'night and sleep well.

Einstein's speaking

"Det finns två saker som är oändliga, Universum och människans dumhet och jag är inte säker på det första" Albert Einstein

tried to translate:

"there are two things who is infinite. the universe and the stupidness of men, and I am not sure of the first one." Albert Einstein

when you say nothing at all

it's amazing how you

can speak right to my heart

without saying a word

you can light up the dark

try as I may I could never explain

what I hear when you don't say a thing

the smile on your face

lets me know that you need me

there's a truth in your eyes saying'

you'll never leave me

the touch of your han says you'll

catch me if ever I fall

you say it best when you say

nothing at all

all day long I can hear

people talking out loud

but when you hold me near,

you drown out the crowd

old mr. webster could never define

what's being said between

your heart and mine

the smile on your face

lets me know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes saying'

you'll never leave me
the touch of your han says you'll

catch me if ever I fall
you say it best when you say

nothing at all

well, well

"must keep going, must keep going.." - Doris in Finding Nemo
school work and school work.... was at the mall with my grandma today and we went to the cafe "pralinen". it was very nice to just sit down and talk with her. she is an awsome woman and grandma. so thanx to grandma.=)

life

time to wake up from the oneweekoutofschoolholiday. the school has started and with it all the homework and schoolprojects and so on. But through all this "misery" God will help me shine!so godbye all this boring tiredness and hello energy....well... I'll need some more chocolate.

"So I throw my life upon all that you are, cause I know you gave it all for me. when all else fades my soul will dance with you. where the love lasts forever."

fish out

hello, this week am I suppouse to take it easy because it's autumn-holiday. but I've a lot of stuff to do for the up coming days. well, most of it's fun stuff but right now it's a little overwelming. but I'm also really tired. just want you girleys to know that I already misses you, and it's just the start of the week. how am I suppouse to get through this. well it's just to go with the flow and fish out....=) or mabye peace out. hughs and hughs to you "wnankis" the big moma, "knorr for life" the bad girley and "tajtelajt" the qute military. se ya. and g'night.

Dog-walk

to night I was out for a two-hour walk with Vilma. we walkt all the way to "hosjö pizzeria" and that's quite far with an disorderly dog. well, she was very good and she obayed when I gave the command "foot", sometimes. meanwhile whe walked I started to think. yeah I know, that's really rare.well, I came to a certain conclusion. women are really stupid sometimes. and all the guys who's reading thinks "oh, I've know that my entire life!". anyhow. I thought that women talks with men like they talk with dogs. they speak their "womenlanguage" and assume that men will understand. just like I talk to my dog, Vilma. I say "no don't do that!" and assumes that she'll understand that she's not suppose to do that thing she's doing. but Vilma doesn't understand that she's doing something bad. she don't understand "humanlanguage". I need to speak "doggish" so she'll understand. well, mabye you don't understand anything of what I'm writing. my thoughts can be really messed up sometimes. well, my point was that sometimes when girls think that guys really don't understands them, they speak "girlish" and guys just won't understand until you speak "boyish". hmm this writing became a really mess. anyhow. don't always assume that the other person you talk with speak your language.(stop) now I'm going to bed and will not mess things up other than in my dreams =P. /hugh

(picture: it's really hard to catch my dog IRL.=))

saturday....

hello, I'm not sick anymore!

it probably was just a little
"you need a rest!" message

from my head, but I slept

almost the entire day

yesterday so now I'm fine=).

thursday, I spend the day at Julias place with those two fellows,

and we "pysslade" or maybe you call it

"pottering"? anyhow we created cards

and necles and earrings and stuff like that.

it was really fun. and after that we watched

a movie called "the wedding singer" with

Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore in the

main characters. it was very nice and all the

three of us wailed and sobbed a little

bit at the end. =) and yesterday, friday

I was home from school.so I watched the movie

"Pride and Prejudice" for five hours.

and then I played the piano and sang and after

that I watched "Le divorce". then I

watched "Idol" on TV. so that's my yesterday. =)

....I think I almost got squared eyes.. hmm....

well.. today I don't really know what to do...

mabye do something creative....

dance!

dance! dance! dance! "I don't need a TV, I don't need the news. all I need is to bump it up to wash away my blues". or something like that sounds the song we will dance to at the big performance in november. I've just coming home from dance class and my whole entire body hurts, but in a good way=). dancing really wash away my blues. but the balett class is really hard and you works very hard wiht every muscle in your body. but it's usefull in all other kinds of dancing. erlier today I went shopping, even that I don't have any money. well I did have that much so I could buy a new pair of mittens. so now my fingers are very grateful.=)

well it's time to say goodbye and good night.

so goodbye and good night=)

Girls just want to have fun

our really coloured nails=)

Today after school we had a really nice girl-afternoon. we did a really cheering girly thing. we painted our nails.=) it was really fun and it's great to have friends like Julia and Kajsa! =)thank you girls for being my bestfriends and sisters=) love you

me and kajsa=)

julia=)

saturday are suppouse to be fun.....

today, I have done the laundry. and iron a lots of t'shirts, jeans and other clothes. and after that I have done more laundry and iron more clothes. yes, that's my saturday......

House

Thanks girls and Eric for a great evening. nice talk about the future, questions about life and really nice laughs. it's good to just be able to relax and have a nice girl-talk with eric who balance the conversation from being to girly. and it's really nice "fika" to. and thank you Anna for you to come to night, you really shine=) now it's time for your addict. grey's anatomy, and I will also check it out. =) I just need to know what happend to Meredith, just need to!!=P and last congratiulations to Linda who's grow from 23 to 24. Hurray!
g'night

monday

to him who sits on the throne.....

well I pray and together with God I can do mondays after all. this day has flown away to quickly. I just waked up and now I'm soon going to bed. even if this day has flown away I had time to do all the things I was suppouse to do today and nothing of it was that hard that I thought it should be. and all thanks to God*smile* no I should really sleep because even if this day is over, it's still a new day tomorrow and thusedays are even more tough than mondays. well have a great evening and thanks to you Miche for a nice talk.=)
//*hughs*

week-end....

tomorrow it's monday. I really want it to be friday or saturday or sunday or any other day than monday. I don't like mondays. special not this monday. this weekend I've done a lot of things and I havn't got so much sleep and that makes things alot harder. well, the only thing I can do is pray and then do monday. please God help me do monday. Amen

http://youtube.com/watch?v=9irjVigxjhk

"I spread my wings and I learn how to fly. I will do what it takes til' I tuch the sky.
make a wish, take a chance and brake away.
out of the darkness and in to the sun.
but I wont forget the ones that I love.
take a risk, take a chance and brake away."
I want to do it for You, God.

"If we give a little love...

..it all comes back to you."

when I where on my way home from school earlier this day I get the song from the "coke-ad" on tv in my head and I couldn't stop singing it. It goes like this "if we give a little love, it all comes back to you. la la la la..." and so on. and meanwhile I was singing it in my head I smiled to a woman at the busstop and she smiled back. and I thought at the coke-song and thought that "if I give a little love it all comes back to me". (watch the ad here http://youtube.com/watch?v=zfhZfSVuup4) well, the piont of the ad is really to sell a lot of coke's but it's a good message, and if it helps to buy someone a coke.... why not.=)

a walk with God and my dog

today my dog and I went for a walk. I'd just came home from school and Ireally didn't feel going out for a walk with an annoying puppy. But sheneeded a walk and I did it just because I wanted to protect my mum'scarpet from getting wet, so I took the lead and went out for a walk. Wewent to "roxnäs" a cape,headland or whatever you'll call it. and just likeyesterday it was beautiful. all the "tiredness" just fell off me and Ienjoyed it. the trees where more orange than yesterday (I was on "roxnäs" with Vilma yesterday to) and everything was so amazing. I really saw God's greatness. everything was perfect, every detail and I felt an enormous gratitude. So that moment I decided to walk a walk with God and my dog every day. I might not walk every day but I'll try to do that. because it's a perfect time to take som quality time with God. and you can't always do that when you're at home or on the bus or something like that. sometimes you just need to be alone, or with your dog to meet God on your special way. the way He likes to meet you. when you're only there to see Him and nothing else but Him.

foto: Julia Wanke

forgive me

forgive me

hair makeovers

Hello, today me and my dear friend Julia went home to her and started our own hair makeover. she coloured my hair and did highlights and I did the same thing on her. belive it or not but the resulte went quite good=) even if it's was the first time ever for me, I've never coloured anyones hair before so it could have been really messed up^^. well, Julia was satisfied with the result so I'm happy=) I add some pictures when I get them from Julia.
well now I think I have to sleep. g'night.=)

Monday again....

yes, it's monday again. I don't want it to be but it is. well, I'm quite happy even if the weekend is over and I've to get up very early in the morning so I can get in time for my first class. well, I might be happy just because I'd a nice day today. The girls are really funny and sweet. they always get me in a happy mood or else, they're always happy to complaine with me. today me and Kajsa were going to "Volvo" a gas station with a small store to buy some yoghurt and chocolatebars. well, we eated a lot of chocolatebars! haha, and then while we were sitting at a bench on the school yard Julia and Pernilla came and help us with the chocolate bars. the help was needed. well, now I've to hurry up and go and get some food, cause I've to go to the church and plan some worship. I don't know if you can say so in English but it's not that important. well, goodbye and thanks girls for a great day!

I'm the child on God's screensaver

now, Linda, I've finnaly understand what you ment when you write "I'm the child on God's screensaver" all over your "pres". and now I know that i'm to. all you others that thinks "what??" read John Ortberg's book "God is closer than you think". and, well just read it. it's good, very good.=) by the way. I was at the scary dentist to day to pull out two "milk-teeth" or babytheeth. yes I know I havn't loose all of them yet. but soon=) anyway, it whent great. I was so scared at first but I didn't feel anything. well, it tickles a bit sometimes and it felt a little weard. but it whent great and now I just have one babyteeth left=D. hurray or me!=)

(and a small hurray for you who already have lost all of your babyteeth.)

Sunday

Hello again.

I haven't write in quite a long time now. but, now I back in black, well not i black but still. to day I was the "hello and welcome"guy in our church (http://www.elsborgskyrkan.se/). I was standing at the front door and say welcome to people. really nice acually=) and, a really important thing, I'd my new jeans on, and I looked great=). yes I just said "I looked great" cause I did. It's aloud to say that you know. even if you think it's not. but sometimes

you have to admit that God succeed when he created you=) and he really did. don't forget that. well, it's geting late and it's school tomorrow so I guess that I've to go to bed and get some sleep. so godnight and thanks for a very good sunday. all credit to God.

one little white spot...

I do want to be one little white spot. a spotlight for God's amazing work in this big wide world. I might be a little white spot. But in the darkness, you can se a very little light shine from faraway. I want to be one little white spot, that's all I want. Well, I do want a really nice car when I'm turning eightteen and I really want those new shoes I saw at the mall. But all that fades away in God's glory. So, right now. I just ask you, God, if I can be one little white spot, please?