hard work

today I've actually been studying from 9-5... or almost. 12-16.30 atleast. :) but I'm very happy with myself and my pile of homework's down from 5-4.
the sun has been shining all day and I really can sense the smell of summer... if my nose wouldn't be all botherd by pollen. but you could feel the warmth for sure. I started the day with my singing lesson and my teacher brought up the song "shackles" and said let's sing just for fun today. so there we where praising god together, don't know about her but I certainly did! but it was great to just sing out to god and start your day with it. now I'm heading out in the car with grandpa to pick up mum. the roads, here I come!

stop and listen

this weekend has been really good. this friday we had a fashion show and an aucion of all the clothes. the money are going to be donated to help orphanage children in Calcutta, India. it was a great evening, and aferwards some of the girls and I went home to Linda and Oscar. We talked about traveling, future, love, kisses in the moonlight and adventure. we had a great time with many laughters. after a long day I finally arrived to bed. I was very happy to be able to sleep all morning though.
saturday, we went down town, mum sis and I, to buy some presents for the birthday kids and then home to make dinner and cake. Grandpa arrived from spain and we picked him up at the train staion with myself as the very nervous chauffeur. then we had the wonderful strawberrie cake my mum very well did. in the evening some friends and I went to Tesa for boardgames and tacos. and today, I'm sitting here by my self in a quiet house listening to my new favourite, Bethany Dillon. studying in my new second handed jeans shirt. later I'm going to lovisa for graduate-party! :)

see ya guys :)

a questionable mind

well, sometimes you just wonder why on earth won't you go to bed!?
that's kind of the feeling I'm having right at the moment.
I'm very tired and should need a good sleep. at the mood where everyone, but certain people whom I choose, annoyes me. when all you want is some peace and quiet and to spend the evening your way. but then everyone seems to be everywhere. still they don't really do anything so you should not be upset by them. but still you are. when times like this happens you either ignore your feelings and try to push them ayaw. which results in an un defineble irritation. or you take your refuge in dreams. dreaming of a picknick out in the sun with strawberries and your best friend. dreaming of a cup of tea and a good book all alone. dreaming of an apartment of your own where you can sing as loud as you want without anyone telling you to stop. to dance around all over the kitchen place, be alone with your thoughts and your words without anyone questioning it. still though all of this is cirkling around my thoughts I'm just too safe where I am. at least for a moment or two. so I'll just go to bed and tomorrow when I wake up all of it will just be dreams and I will have a smile on my face anyway.

sunday

really frustrated about my leg. won't stop hurt. really how bad can a stretch be?
it's a little bit better today though, so atleast I can be happy about that. :) today we've been at grandma's for dinner. quite hard to see her feeling so ill. and be so tiny. never thought of her as tiny but now she appear to be almost shorter than I am. only thing we can do really is pray. but sometimes it still seems like it's not enough.

this last days of the week have been really hectic. good though that this weekend has been really slow. got time to rest. so maybe my injured leg isn't too bad at all...well, now I'm gonna continue listening to Lisa McClendon and maybe start doing some homework. maybe.. :)

status

Hanna Sundin- känner sig som en flyttgubbe.har damm i näsan.har ont i ryggen.har lakrits mellan tänderna.känner doften av kokande pasta.är lycklig över solen.körde om en långtradare i 120km/h i går.is now going to kill her english essay.

tänk att facebook har tagit sig ända hit.. världen går under.
tror jag.

trots det är jag nöjd med tillvaron.

Taking it slow...

just love this warm weather and the fact that I don't have a busy schedule. though I really need to study it's all fine. schools quite fun for the moment.

feel the summer's inspiration coming up.. :)

still keeping on the same way

well, though I've numberous of times thought I actually should pull my self together and learn some dicipline. things goes very slowly. but I really shouldn't blame me. sun's shining outside and I really long for some coffee outside sitting on a blanket. really why study when there's a possibility of that?

I've started a new morning-habit. ironing while watching "7th heaven". really a good combination. and once again I feel really good about doing something small for the good atmosphere at home. so now there's three beautiful piles on the livingroom table.


today we had a guest from the "Afrikagrupperna" who talked about aid work. I was really inspired to go as a volonteer to africa. but I have a lot of dreams for the future. hard to know what to do. feels like there's too little time before university to do all the things I want to. well, hope I figure it out.

Now's time for som tacos and g