all I want for christmas!

is you
or maby it's just a song, who knows? anyhow, it's christmas and I have spent my whole day cleaning my room and eating "knäck" and everything allover again. I don't have the usual christmas-feeling yet though. but it will probably arrive soon. tonight the family are going to decorate the christmastree. (I almost wrote "dress" the christmastree, but I realized in time that you can't say that in English ;) christmastimes is funny. cause you put so much hard work for just one day, and you don't really do all that hard work for the right reason. or do you think you do? I'll leave that question open.

another question is what do you really want for christmas? I mean really, really want for christmas? i'm not sure. 'cause you always want those nice nwe gifts and things for your self but is that really what you want? if I should be honest I think it's hard to wish for a nonselfish gift on christmas. I mean you can always say that you want peace on earth or that all the poverty will go away but is that really what you wish for. no, it's almost every single time that you wish for something else before you think of a nonselfish gift. I don't want to "preach" for you, only for my self ;), but I think we need to think about what christmas really is all about. and that is not something you just say every year to sound smart and caring, it's acually something important that I should think of more often in situations I'm not usually think those thoughts in.

and with that I'll say a Very Merry Christmas to you too.. :)

I'm still alive are you?

the night was fun and I got plenty of sleep... well not that much but still I'm not dead today. but maby I'll be. We're gonna play "christmas is all around me" at the school's christmas show... well we havn't practise almost anything and it will be very exciting to see how it ends... nooot.

but so what, I am a rock star.

the hero of guitar

well, the day went on and I got my golden moment when Stina fell a sleep in my lap and Vera and I whatched the christmasshow for kids (adventskalendern). after a quick and stressfull ride home with dad I packed my stuff and whent down to church. my friends and I are going to have a slumberparty over here and we are sure gonna clean up!! ;) well, no it's time for guitar hero and singstar- I'm sure i'll win... but i'm kind of tired and off mood. but it'll be ok. god better have to be present this night or else I'll let him know he wasn't. well, anyhow I know he'll help me out.
-with love

this is not a nice day so far..

well,
nothing is really working and I couldn't eat all my lunch and I didn't sleep as much as I wanted. this is not a nice day so far. well, I hope it's getting better... and I'll pray it will be.

over and out

fika with two best friends

yesterday was just what I needed. I didn't have any classes and I could just stay in bed with a good book and Vilma at my feet. it was nice to finally feel some peace and silence and get some undeserved rest. After a nice morning I had some breakfast and then V and I went outside for a long and refreshing walk. we went up at Hälsingberg and walked on a very nice path in next to the reservate of Rottneby. I loved it and so did she, it's a lot of scents in the woods when your an overactive one year old dog. :) anyway after almost an hour my thighs startes to feel numb and we went back to the house. later on I made a cake and went to K to have some nice girltime with her and JW. nice:) so thank you guys for being a "snow day" in a good way. :) (did I watch ugly betty last tuesday or what!?? ;)

- with love

this headline is empty of thoughts

yesterday was nice. J and I were at the Valbo-mall and did some christmasshopping. and we ended up buying more stuff to him than actually christmas gifts. well, we did som christmasshopping aswell but still. ^^ it was a nice day with a lot of snow, soft pace, french hotdogs, tye tribbet, jamie cullum and party at maddis later on the evening. no I just need to come up with a gift for him... and that's a lot harder.. ^^ today, my family and I are going to my grandma's. and later on it's time for JOF and the Family-cermon. looking forward. :) and to all who feels like they did my yesterday great, thanks.

japp,
-kram

lucia....

today it's LUCIA. a wonderful holiday with gingerbread-cookies and saffronbuns. i like it even though I'm serious tired this morning.

long time since

it's been quite a while now since I wrote my last post. well, I've not been more busy than usual I've just forgot to write anything. it's almost time for christmas and I've not bought a single present. but I will, so don't worry. I have some ideas... so it will be very fun on saturday when J and I are going to Gävle for some giftshopping. nice. well, time for me to continue my essay writning.... it sure keeps me busy....

btw, here are some pictures from our gingerbread-sculpture contest last friday! :)we didn't win.. too bad...

Guess what...

I've just come home from the theatre (folkets hus) and I've finished four (two yesterday and two today) shows for DANSA! i Falun. dance is awsome and I really really really love it! I'm exhausted but still I've got so much energy. Awsome!! like you probably allready now, I'm kind of "up at the top" and full of adrenaline!

so, guess what! I'm having more fun and now when we're done. I'm gonna show you to night...

oh well, I think I'm going back to my bed again

today it's hard. I'm tired and it's not that funny weather outside. today it's not that much funnyness. and I have a lot of schoolwork to do. no today's not funny. I long for a good cup of tea, ben & jerry's ice cream and some good company and a movie. but my hopes are not too good.

I'm back in black....

just realized that this picture is from men in black ^^
ok, my life turned out a little bit better than I thought. sometimes anyhow. :) I think God likes me a little bit more than I thought also. well, just kidding. I know he loves me. I mean who can resist me!? ;) well, today it's wednesday and my day is busy. it's always like that on wednesdays but, today I'm kind of happy and energized. well I'm pretty tired but that's just as usual. so I'm feeling pretty fly today. that's good. yesterday was better than I thought also and that's acually a little miracle. I think so anyhow. and Eric if you read this. the book you gave me is great! it's very encurageing and it's nice to feel like that in the end of a day. so thanks :) ok, now it's time to engcurage my self to do some writing. hello schoolwork good bye relaxing.

:)