today is

I had a good day. I'm tired and a little bit frustrated because of somethings but life is good. and also I need to depend on god a little bit more than I do for the moment. yesterday I prayed him to guide me and he did, he really did. I've recived a verse from the bible that was so correct and really spoken to me and yet I tried to handle my problems all on my own. not perfect I would say. well, perfect is not my goal. I know that the most important thing is my heart. that my heart is centered upon God. that my focus is upon him and that the main thing is to keep my heart trust in God. and then, God is already perfect for me. he has already taken all my need to performe when he died for me. he has through his death proved that I don't have to be perfect as long as my hearts mission is to love God. so I'm trying, with all that I am, to over and over again surrender and give my heart to Him. God who's worthy of all my praise. God to whom the only thing that matters, truly, is my heart.

sisterhood. just what was needed!

a wonderful and lovely day I must say! still have a smile on my face. you mean so much to me my crazy girls! :) so thank you for yesterday. it was certainly "mitt i prick".

with love

just made my first rubarb-pie!

well, that's an acomplishment I would say! now I'm heading over to Linda's place to meet mia :) hello and godbye

so nice

today, I'm all alone with Vilma as my only companion. just to be by my self, lay down and just be lazy in the sun. start my new book by Karen Kingsbury drinking lemonade with a lot of ice in it. make my own dinner. a fully one with spagetthi, fish-sticks and broccoli. and just enjoy my free time. oh I love the fact that it's summer!! I really do. and now I'm gonna ignore all that's called inside and just go back to my chair, in the middle of our little backyard and smile, cause it's summer.

photo: hanna sundin

lazy day ends with midsomer murders

well, not so much more to say than that this week will be all about vacation, sleep in mornings, friends, pick-nicks, sun-glasses and love. all that summer has to offer. and now to end a nice day- midsomer murders. haha not too happily ever after ;)

Midsummer, texans and worship

well, this midsommer was very different, very hectical and very special. it was great though I got ill on sunday. realized that I had high fever and almost fainted. then my stomach wasn't very nice to me and I'll spare you the details. good though I'm recovering and now the only feeling I have is hunger for food! haha haven't eaten so much lately and lost a lot of centimeters around my waist just over two days. that's not good. so I'll have to pretend it's christmas the whole week or something. :P so, today I've spendt most time inside just resting and hopefully I'll be well tomorrow. *fingers crossed* just a little ironic that it should for once be sun outside and I have to stay inside. though I'm happy to be up on my feet. :)

just want to thank you all guys who made this midsummer extraordinary :)
and to God who revealed his love and greatness for me once again.

seriously

ME IN A CAR!? well, I wasn't dreaming

Goodnight Sweetheart goodnight

this night was really great though my cold is worse than ever. just want to go to sleep and pull a sheet over my head. soon to be. first some talk with grandma who's staying for the night, long time scince I've seen her now. nice :)

"cotton-wool-head?"

today I've been driving with my grandpa and little brother in the back-seat. it was so much fun!! :) and now I'm officially a "test-driver" or what you would like to call it. later we had lunch at McDo and then I went home to Sofia. very nice and so great to talk to you! it was really the best afternoon though we both feelt a little bit dizzy. yet this cold/tiredness/allergy won't go away. :( just too bad to feel like this. everything is thick and it's hard to breath and my head feels just dizzy and heavy. hope it will pass. now time for some "fika" with the worship teams. :) final "fika"-time. :)
see you around.

reality?

I've realized more and more that life is for real and that you have to take your responsibility for it. That there are other people with the same feelings as you and that actions have consequences. good or bad. that things you experience really happen and that life is about more than you at the begining thought. and that relationships, with other people, yourself or God, is the hardest. that life is something you have to deal with consciously. that's reality.

saturday and then sunday

yesterday was all about cleaning. we had a big "whole-house" day and cleansed every part of it. I also catched up with my room. and it was needed! indeed. I brought down an old wardrobe or a kind of a side-board that I'm gonna have in my room. it turned out very nice and I've now a new futniture to be proud of. :) it's a little bit vintage also or "retro" so I'm happy with it! ;) well, that day was all about cosy plusch-pants and lazy ness besides the cleaning part of the day.

well, today "it's raining more than ever" so "you, can stay under my umberella". ok I notice that I'm a little bit tired. ^^ summer-holiday has not really kicked in yet. well, I'm gonna have a nice afternoon just hang around. just came home from my uncle's place, we've been there for a couple of hours to meet my mum's cousin. so there was a lot of cousins and third-cousins and so on! but it was very nice :) okidoki, time to end this redicoulus and confusing post and spare you guys with my not so smart thoughts. it will be a day tomorrow when my brain hopefully works as suppous to. tomorrow I'm going out driving also!! so you have to watch out for your own sake ;)
so, write to you later and have a nice cosy afternoon inside listening to the peacful rain. :) (?)

graduation!!

so no all you guys are grown ups.. just kidding but you are at least done with school for now!! :) congratulations!!well, I had a wonderful but long day.
good luck to all you "studenter" and I'm sorry for having my camera in my purse the entire time. (so you'll have to go with a google-pic.)

sleep well.

summertime, or at least it should be

rain.rain.rain. but kind of cosy under the big umbrella. today school's ending and the summer holiday begins. but really it doesn't feel like summer. add that I forgot to eat breakfast and that I went to sleep way too late yesterday. though I had a wonderful evenig :)

well, under my blue umbrella I can se a little bit sunshine and when school is done I can relax for some time and just have a nice summer with lot of experiences and adventures! so sunshine please be here, you are very welcome. :)

graduation?

almost done. almost done. almost done. peptalk. peptalk. almost done. almost done.

my sibings are having their graduation today and I have to study. luckely it's only middle school. but it kind of suck. although it will be nice to have finish my first year properly. :) so happy graduatingmiddleschoolday! and I'm back to schoolwork.

nice sunny day... with a twist

well the day went fine actually! so I'm very glad about that :) time for some friends with sis, and then more study. but I'm happy. things look like they will turn out fine at least. :)

today's for me tomorrow's for you?

I've got a whole bunch of school work to finish in something called panic. I've once again learnt that you don't gain when you push things forward and don't deal with them right away. that lemon is something I always chew. so now I'me stucked with lots of things waiting to be done. and the only way do manage them is to get yourself together and deal with them. and of course learn something from it. and not only something but everything. this is not good and I've realized that I'm waaay too optimistical!

shopping

sunday.monday all week long. going to IKEA soon to buy furniture and textiles for the school's kitchen. fun! but my legs hurt from yesterday, we where at Valbo next to IKEA for some serious shopping. I didn't have any "good" shoes on.. well, I hope it might turn out fine anyway. time to go to school. see you. :)

oh there's so much studying to do

now I had have a day completly worthless in a homework perspective. nothing done, nothing done. now I'm taking a break in my evening studying to just write something else. I'm a little bit stressed out. but it will be ok. tomorrow it's all about preparing for treasurehunt at Eric's. so time to get the imagenation in your brain to go nuts!!! haha. it will be so much fun. well, I should be continuing with my summery of a interview. so better be finishing this post. have a fabulous evening and I'll try to do the same. :)

she lights up my day

when I was going home from school I saw this girl with an umbrella shaped like the sun. she was the cutest and brightest thing on this entire day.

seasons are changing

I think I'm having a little bit of a blank page here. haven't posted for almost three days now. disaster!! haha, well I hope that you my fans are not too dissapointed. "joke on the side" this is the last and final chance to get all my school work done. I've realized that school's ending next week and I'm a tiny bit freaked out about it. but I haven't too much to do, just enough to get my "as out of the sofa". boy, it's a lot of swedish proverbs in this post! ;) right now I'm waiting for coaching in science and just waste some time I should be doing my English. well, well tomorrow is a real work day I've decided. then everything should be done. I think that this summer I really should be learn my self some disipline. and to do things right away. that's a very common flaw and I admit, I have it. it's hard to actually do things you are suppouse to. in theory it's easy. you know how, when and where but in real life it's a little bit harder. why? I don't have the answer to that. about a month ago I decided I would go runing every work day. I thought that would be a good challenge for me. I was so proud when I manage to run Mondag, Tuesday and Wednesday. The Thursday I was putting my running shoes on and went outside with Vilma, the dog, and where suppouse to run. well my periosteums striked. the said to me you are not suppouse to manage to run every workday. of course I was a little bit pissed. I had been sooooo good! but after some thinking I thought that was a good idea. or the comfortable part of my brain did. now thinking I want to do something, change my character and disipline I've desided to start running again. I just don't know when. I've become a little bit too lazy over the past few weeks. it goes so fast. too fast. and it's a though change to make. I hope I can manage to change my way of lazyness. and comfortableness. (is thous really words!?) well, "cross in the roof!" I'm at least gonna try! and that's a first step. wish me luck. :)

oh such a lovely day!

today has been great!
a good night's sleep. a morning off. sunshine. got schoolwork done. nyponsoppa. dog-walk. flowers. lunch. outside reading. joy. biking. encourage people with small things. milkshake with sis. and just a lovely day full of God's love. :) doesn't get much better than that! so now my heart is filled with joy and I'm so thankful to God that the start of this week was so good. I really needed that. thanks. :)

and I must also say that this little girl is the sweetest!! :)

goodbye apartment

now, all the cleaning is done. food is bought. bed is made. windows is closed. and door is locked. time to say goodbye and move back home. it has been very fun but it will be nice to be back for real. I feel like I have moved between for several days now and it will be nice to have all of your stuff at the same place. :) and also Erik's coming home and that will be very fun. I hope he has a lot of exciting stories to tell about africa, the orphanage and the safari and all the nice people he has met! looking forward to story telling! :)

well, anyhow. time to hand in the keys and close the door. the note is in its place and I can go home. :)