my mind don't really connect to the rest of my body

well, today I'm very tired. but happy though. or something between. yesterday was an acomplishment on it's own. but I manage to go through it without worsen my cold. today it's stable but I've got JOF and that means shouting and jumping and dancing and shouting some more so I don't know where it's gonna end. but really, if I take the time (to breath)and think I realize how greatful I am. how greatful I am to God because he has given me the most amazing life. even mondays (and tuesdays). I talked with J on the phone this sunday, after all that happened this weekend I couldn't avoid feeling a great feeling of happiness and gratitude. and I can live on that for a very long time. well, I'm thankful and that's good to remember when you don't really feel like it. keep it simple, keep it positive! oh boy. kind of a cliché but true though.
well, I think this post got a little bigger point than I first thought. not too good at thinking today. but apparently I got something understandable out of my head. Now I got marketing for 2h. see how that goes. then tonight I'm going home to Anna. looking forward to that. just some tea and some nice talking. :) just hope I find her adress... ;)
well.. time to go.
over

How great is our God

he is awsome!
just want to say that this weekend was great. no more to it. now I need some sleep. ^^

inspiration

looked at Patricia's flickr (www.flickr.com/photos/41270488@N07). I want to start take photos again. drag my big camera around just to get those nice just-on-a-second-shots of everyday life as beautiful it is. inspired. inspired to remeber a friday. any friday. just a usual friday.

lazy lazy thursday

today's been very calm. very quiet. very relaxing. very luxury. just been home and done nothing really. well, I tried to do some homework (math) but I couldn't get my head around anything. so I decided to wait till I can ask my teacher how to do it. wise. ;) so it's just been me and my brother at home and we have actually done nothing. quite good.

in and hour or so I'm packing my work-out-bag and go over to the Harris family. babysitting. can't wait, we're going to have a blast. or so I hope ;) later dance class. doing some serious exercise. really fun. this term we mix jazz-show dance with contemporary dance. just hope I'll be able to do all the turnings and twisting and so on. but I guess practise is the answer. well, now I'm heading over to the piano. got some inspiration yesterday (about 1 am ) for a new song. have'nt written any in ages. hope my piano-playing not will be totally forgotten.

over.

dance

really in my heart. nothing more to say you just feel amazingly good after 2 1/2 hour of dancing! :)awsome!

now, some "kvällsmat" and then a good and needed shower. later go to bed. :)
tomorrow will be great. I have homestudy and that's the same as sleep-in morning. just nice and quiet. a cup of tea and a good book. Yammies and just solitude. my only company's Vilma. I love those mornings. just me and God. to take a brake a pause. to breathe.

and to end this post. psalm 63:3-4
Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.

wednesday

was on a movie premiere with dad yesterday. the film was called "Prinsessa" (in English Princess). really good and you should go and see it on theatre this fall. worth the money because it was a good (surprisingly good) Swedish (!) movie.

well, after a kind of hard morning. was very very tired. wonder if it ever will get easier to get out of bed. well, I made it through this day. so far. :) actually feel quite happy. got a lot to look forward to and actually my life is kind of good for the moment. not too bad not too good, but still you have a joy in your heart that comes from the small things God gives you to make it easier to hang in there. like yesterday. really glad to spend some time with my dad. just the two of us. and I realized that I'm proud of him and proud to be his daughter. maybe I should tell him that. and then I started to think that it's now when you start to actually grow up that you realize that your parents aren't just mom and dad but actual persons. well, it might sound like I didn't know that at all, but I mean really realize and get to know them both as parents and as friends. and that they often has very good values and great personalities and that their advices and their friendship is something you don't want to loose. I guess that was the wisdom of today's post. quite a lot though. you're not used to the fact that you can have your parents as friends... ;) well, I look forward to get to know my mom and dad better and listen to their stories about their life. they have one too, I've realized. haha.

I've got the favor of God

"everywhere I set my foot, God is working for my good."