continue

well... I've made it from FF to M. got some food in my stomach and I've even printed the posters for JOF. improvements. now I only have to glide down S-road and then I'm there. work. maybe need some chocolate. or a good coffee at wayne's. not sure I have the money to spend on luxury. my cravings might do it though. ;)
oboy, this is not very intellegent posting. but, I don't feel too intellegent at the moment. not too many wise thoughts. not too many, but still some. don't worry.

When it all got started

new week, new day, new focus. well, I'm not sure I've succeded yet though I havn't really started to put check-marks on my to-do-list. otherwise the day probably will be fine. be ok. I just feel a little bit out of balance. like my body decided to stay on yesterday. but isn't that typical for mondays? meet a friend whom I havn't seen for months now in chuch yesterday. it was great to see her again but my english was really bad. even though I've been writing almost everyday in english my speaking seem to be forgotten. not too good. have to meet her for a "fika" and refresh it. because it starting to be embarrassing. well, now it's almost time for some economy-work. our presentation has been moved from this friday till thursday in two weeks, because of my partner's vacation. it's ok but I rather do the presentation as quick as possible to really get on schedule with school. I intend to improve my organisation and hand-in-homework-in-time skills. wish me luck 'cause I've realized it's not gonna be too easy. as I of course first thought. ^^ hope to make progress though. :)

time to go.. hope that I'll get some but-kicking-energy for the afternoon. (work) so I won't be this lazy. ;) over.

sunday, what more to it?

today's been a great day. a day full of joy and just love. service at church was great. it really felt like people was gathering because of a reson. a reson to get closer to each other but more important, closer to God. and I believe the feeling is real. It was good to be filled with God again and just to Worship him together in church. no I feel like I'm ready to face an other week. later we had family dinner with lot of talking, laughing, sharing and just annoying each other in a loving way. what more can I say than family? :)
now I've been out on the roads with mom. we've been driving all the way to my grandma's house and back again and that's quite a way to drive. I'm proud of my self :) well, I think that's all the update. I'm just glad that this week has been alright and that I actually look forward to next week. that's a good sign. a very good sign.

my thoughts goes swedish!

just a little mark: I just discovered that you can use google to translate websites. well, I had to try it! so I translated my blog.. haha.. nothing more to say. ;)

ps. if you want or think it's takes too much time to read in english you can use the tool.. but remember the translation is a little bit weird sometimes..

mornings

now, I'm almost ready to go to work and time's 8.30 am. feels like almost before dawn but I know it's not even early for some people. I decided to have a cup of tea and just write a little bit, just to get some thoughts out of my head. this morning, it was quite easy to get out of bed. it's usually not. but I guess you have your "easy-getting-out-of-bed" moments sometimes. well, as usually when I get up early, I hit by the beauty and the calm atmosphere that you only can find before people has woken up. it's just you and the small birds clearing their voices and it's often a little humidity in the air like the coldness don't really want to leave. and if you meet any person out on the street, propably walking their dog, you greet each other with a little understanding smile. you know that they also appreciate this time of the day as special as it's suppouse to be.

too far away

just a little "hello" to you my dear girl.
a little "hello" from my heart just to say that I'm glad to have you as my friend. I miss you ♥

life.trust.love.How?

..where ever you are. to feel safe no matter what goes around you. to have comfort and trust even if you don't know what to expect. to depend. to let go. to believe that God have control and that you don't have to do anything but rely on him. to love, and to give. take care of and protect. to manage every thing you don't. to comfort and to be the refuge you need. that's His job. all I have to do is to relax, have some faith. to depend. to let go. to believe and to have him as my refuge. but that's hard enough.